The City Lights guide me...

2008-02-11T04:35:00.000+08:00

just a retrace back to saturday mahjong fever.

after sitting for 10 hours in front of the mahjong table n onli completing 3 rounds... which the aunties have completed 100000000feng n'd probably got blown away from the house from their own fengs... i've lost a net of $2 imagine u sit for 10 hours

... n u've onli completed 3 rounds

2008-02-11T03:47:00.000+08:00

after 2 years of procrastinating... i finally felt it was time to do sumthing.

there will be no tagboard. cus im not going to spend another hour permutating passwords... so leave ur comments on the comments haha whatever it is. i will look at the comments section everyday i promise. if ur stupid enuf to believe

hmm.. lookin forward to the chalet at first but now a few things are hinderin me frm that excited feeling. one or two little fuck up things.

haha but nvm. im going overseas soon. feel like theres nothing left that singapore can offer me other than sentosa.

jus kidding. with this i will end cus its 4am n its way past my bedtime if not my parents will call me all the way from indo to gif me a lecture to slp early n i will argue with them 4am is early blabla..

2006-09-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

probably one of these times when words are realli too hard to find... raining now.. feels lyk the rain is a better accompaniement if u noe wad i mean.

hmm anyway life's been so-so... lost quite alot of slp lately... went to bbq last nite n stayed over at savannah. the place is beautiful, the pool's amazing and there r 2 bowling lanes n guess wads the rate? $1/hr. per hour not per game dude. and can plae up to 4 pple per game... arh anyway i suck at bowling... z.z

2006-09-14T11:53:00.000+08:00

boo-ze... haha haha haha haha im not happy.

wan update alr but i v lazy to type... came bck frm indo. the stupid immigration queue so long, the IMF delegates get 4 whole counters and there's nbdy at e queue la.den the immigration officer call me darling summore...

went to watch "the host" ytd. bot sum sea monster. i was tinkin it was godzilla's son at sum points of the show. but realli not scary la. failure sia, den the whole plot very comical oso lyk doesnt make much sense. its about koreans trying to remake a mini godzilla, decides to come out n play and theres so many fatsos running around, he chooses a small girl. he lives in the sewers so he must smell lyk brownies fresh out the oven. half of the time i dun realli noe where his eyes are. hmm very difficult locating ah. oh n y is he called the host? (is it a he or a she? tis one i duno nvr pay attention... must be way too small). now i rmb y he is called the host. its because the she-male is thot to bring sum virus, which they later found is non-existent. wa cheem rite. n the she-male actually uses a tail(yes it has one) to climb around the bridge. it looks like a tadpole.. giant. but it behaves lyk a monkey. haha i bear no grudge against this show.. this is just a lenient review of mine.

n todae i realli want to play. have u heard of applesauce? i realli want sum.

2006-08-02T22:44:00.000+08:00

hi textbooks... hi notes... where r u?

2006-07-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

haha on mc todae. havent read thru the second page for gembio yet. anyway i dun realli noe wad to blog abt cus im hopin the exams will end soon.

anyway, im beginnin to feel bit challenged by sum things in skl.

2006-07-23T09:07:00.000+08:00

do you have anyone u wish they would fail their maths?
yar i do... i hope ghosts fail maths...

1,2,3,4,5,6,8,9,10,11,12,7...

long-tongue ghost: arrrrr... wfen ish the sfeven month, my darrlingss?
headless ghost: (speechless)
faceless ghost: (tries to make a facial expression)
long-tongue ghost: ohh fweel den. i just haff to count en myshelf to do the counting... 1,2,.... 12, 7.

tt concludes y i never seen these spooks in my life.

dong dingy dong... ding a dingy dong.

bit sien. duno whther i shld go out n play today.
n tml's the eic test... must sleep enuf tonite so tml can converse with zl in crap language. haha.

2006-07-05T19:03:00.000+08:00

HUAT ARRRRR!!!

i dint lose any money during the soccer season... hahahaha...

bcus i nvr bet

-.-

germany dam cock lar. home ground advantage still lose to those italianos. russell peters will be lyk "wod the fuck"... when ur at home u cant lose a pillow fight against a guest rite... bcus onli u noe where u hide all the pillows rite...

2006-06-29T20:42:00.000+08:00

is there such thing as a samsung laptop? wew how cool can tt be man a black sleek samsung laptop that shines towards the direction of a professional. but of course there isnt one around. yea the new hp personal style black core duo laptop is good enough for a guy to fly to the moon n become the u-noe-wadever-manonthemoon. well now imagine a samsung n hp collaboration... okiss, shant rattle on bot gadgets...

HAHAwua. can tell me y in such a gd mood todae? past dam weeks haf been worse than living in a cave for me. even doh theres nth wrong wif cavemen except for exceptional handwriting, perhaps sum santa claus dressups gone wrong, n mebe a lot of pubic hairs plus a club. omg im crazy. no la but my emotions haf been a hurricane(makes u dizzy n queasy dose kind). on butter. den now the butter's spread but perhaps not too perfect. i cant guarantee anything. only perhaps a year-end sale is guaranteed. den im gona do sum serious... if haf the... those s n m words too sinful... tsktsk

k now the real reason y i asked u y i in such a good mood:
one two three- essay(tml), test(tml) and fail biostats.

u can call me superman now. den picture me walking thru the bullets i mean supersoaker water sprayed at me.... wait got more ok.. tis one erm... the guy shooting the bullet to my eye cool rite... ouch baby i dropped my contact lenses wheres it...

now back to singapore idol... heez watchin the pple compete for the bottom 4 of the 12.

luv me. lurve I too.

2006-06-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

eat many heads at notsoyoung changkee just now. by the way i can see y king n the clown is one of the higher rated shows in korea... cus the length of the movie long. compare wif the other korean movies. no la u clown..
cus the story very literary? but the thing was i culd easily fit my mind into any of the characters or rather, emphatize them. i culd emphatise with: the king's drive away from sanity due to his ego, the captain's manliness, n the emotional cross-dresser's plight... yes it onli began to touch me at the last part yet it was entertaining at the start. id gif 4 out of 5 popcorns for the show.

seriously im amused by the scary movie 4 trailer especially the bling blings. wait gime 5 minutes to laff at it. ha ha ha ha ha ha .. well den actually ya its a dumb show n it prob aint funny if u dun understand. butbut im bored im faced wif two daes left to touch my elearnin whilst others haf already raped their elearning. so weird being in tis kind of condition. usually no one wuld bother to rape their homewk one. yes i noe how bunny(hahah^^) feels bot holis ending soon. if i culd dream i wuld dream of sittin beside u for the rest of these 2 daes...

2006-06-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

kk here now.. eh... scary movie 4, the king n the clown, n superman returns. kaching! kaching! kaching! tts 9.50 x 3= 10 x 3 - 3 x .5 (multiplication rule) = 27.5(wrong answer) right answer is 28.5... plus craving for sushi at tei= $$$ so betting on world cup is nt realli a gd idea at all cus i haf near sub zero knowledge of the ball industry. but im in serious nid of sum extreme destrexation. hmm.. proper company will do fine plus a bit of swim a bit of music. perhaps. stupid learning stupid brain doesnt allow me to slp nor study.. the latter is cus dun feel lyk. life is so short fight wad fight... boring sia.

2006-06-17T09:13:00.000+08:00

its 9.14 nw n im alr awake.even doh last nite slept at lyk 2am... tis is y either i dun slp at all or i'll try to slp early. act b4 tis i culd slp prety well n reach lyk 11am sumtimes 1pm occasionally ah. culd it b due to? i realli duno. cant bother to tink sumtimes. well yea ytd had to wait for crys to perm her hair for 4 hours... den i was just stuffing myself with the men's magazines... shld haf just pang seh her when she had those tentacles on her. n every1 is just on the world cup fever - - i dun haf scv.... mebe durin chalet can run out? nt sure yet... any kind soul can accept a drifter? later come bck blog haf to go out soon...

2006-06-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

nw everything has settled. hai... im finally willing to blogging. blogging is nt a chore but it will b when ur nt in the mood. yea as in im sick piece of shit a few days ago. cant believe my parents made stand up n walk all the way to parkway in tt raging mind of mine n im not a mime. wad the hell. u c.. the fever. im so scared nw.... will my brain cells b jus lyk crystal's?????? NOOO!!!! stop tis is just a nightmare rite? woops sry^^ haha let u win 5 rounds of pool next time k.

alrite... here's the interesting part... u ready?? ok .. erm cant rmb le...

i enjoyed the walk... n i noe u haf a lot of heart.

2006-06-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.)

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!)

The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!)

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.)

A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.)

Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home,maybe at work)

The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. ("Honey, I'm home. What the....?!")

The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football field. (30 minutes..lucky pig! Can you imagine?)

The catfish has over 27,000 taste buds. (What could be so tasty on the bottom of a pond? )

Some lions mate over 50 times a day. (I still want to be a pig in my next life...quality over quantity)

Butterflies taste with their feet. (Something I always wanted to know.)

The strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmm......)

Right-handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left-handed people. (If you're ambidextrous, do you split the difference?)

Elephants are the only animals that cannot jump. (okay, so that would be a good thing)

A cat's urine glows under a black light. (I wonder who was paid to figure that out?)
hey wait, since when theres black light?!?!

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain. (I know some people like that.)

Starfish have no brains (I know some people like that too.)

Polar bears are left-handed. (If they switch, they'll live a lot longer)

Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. (What about that pig??)

2006-06-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

so bored now.not even sick or tired.

2006-05-31T19:11:00.000+08:00

cant wait for holis... its one thing cheering me up. cant wait for the industrial attachment as well. i lyk being in the hospital. choy as in nt lyin on the bed. i jus tink the methanol smell in the hospital or wadever-nol smell is v cool n summore u get to follow docs ard. so much freedom i lyk. ytd...firstly i realised the whole drama thing was in chinese den we were lyk wondering wad was happening den when the crowd was laffing we were lyk zzz.

2006-05-27T23:15:00.000+08:00

such a typical, yet beautiful skin.

2006-05-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

tis yr gss no nid shop liao. lol hq... i finally equalise wif u sia both of us nw negative alr... stil owe my parents lyk duno hw much.. dun tink wil b able to cover by next mth. heck care liao. its been so long since i watched so many movies within a period of time... xmen, da vinci, overthehedge, mission impossible3. i preferred MI3 to all e rest.. the rest had better commercials than the real thing but MI3 was lyk realli captivating in action all these...

so lost in thots jus nw...

2006-05-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

hi. ica comin. bye.

2006-05-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

wan to watch over the hedge!!! did i say i was broke. study in dbs but cannot borrow munny.. den y isit called dbs? Dip in Broke Students neh.

2006-05-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

nut much to write about. jus wanted to say ive been such a bastard n uve been such a dear... listening to me toking in shades. I tio a lot of small bits of nonsense todae. i feel lyk stayin at hme tml go swim or wad. but ill go out to study wif u just for u ok... sien la great singapore sale comin ... $0 cash saved. mati mati.

2006-05-17T19:38:00.000+08:00

crystal... i broght the cd todae goondoooooo... i dun care nxt time i jus draw the cd for u can alr...

came back frm dinner. gaf myself a treat because tml ica. dinner was chicken rice. yeayea chicken rice was my second serving during lunch i noe. but tis one i added sum curry sauce from mac. so yummy i dint noe how it disappeared. haha bluff u onli... of course i noe how it disappeared. i feel it too. oyarh did i mention a bottle of milk kind of disappeared? *boom* vanish into thin air...

den whilst i was tryin to concentrate on studyin for tml's ica test in e lib... some1 came up to me can u fill up tis survey wun tke long... hmm... student's lounge survey...
q: where do u hang out durin lunch breaks?
me:hmm... i can onli tink of the library...
q:do u tink tt theres not enuf places to hang out ard sp?
me:strongly agree... circle tt one.
q:so wad do u normally do when u go to sp guildhouse?
me:hmm... leme c, none of these... others(please specify): play pool
q:den wad facilities u wan for the students lounge?
me:tick everything.
q:any other suggestions?
me:build more pool table, build sum jackpot

tired. sien. cus of ica tml. spoil my day. haha

anyway i nvr put the jackpot la. if nt sure tio rape... tml will b very xinku. without stinky accompanying me.

2006-05-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

the roof is not on fire. my hair is.

2006-05-13T05:38:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5 jus nw.. lost my sleep all of a sudden. decided i shant appreciate the quietness of the dark tis time so i went to search ard n i found out.... the peeps hu sang beef or chicken were the teriyaki boyz... ask me for the song if u want to sample the band. sum japanese band. yawnzzzz...

2006-05-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

give me a G G R R E eat singapura merlion sale... n i still owe pple muney... fark it! i must sumhow find munny b4 24th may!!! but no hopes man. haf to go back to begging my daddie...

2006-05-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

there goes my carefree days... not becus of u but other things. felt as if i was a cash machine todae... cus i was made over-conscious of hw much i was spendin all these sai. wa met a lesbian-bi todae noe.. hahaha yea agreeeee kool lor. dun wry man we're open pple. ur such a dudette.

u havent brightened up my life yet. perhaps the overhead rainbow's too bright, for us to c how beautiful tis is. but... u've filled up my heart. dang lifted my ego to say tis ok so u better say thank u. sa rang hae yo.

n to 2 special frens, thx. for being so understanding, and for helping me whilst i was facing the drizzle.

2006-05-07T10:52:00.000+08:00

im tryin to haf 'more' in every sentence. felt queasy last nite after stuffing myself with more four-seasoned chicken at the bdae party.juz woke up n nw im more sickthan neyo. tml is gon b a bz dae summore. more farks. i wan to quikly get done over tis so i can b free once more. moreover, i had to ask ard for munny. morily, i called up a gd old fren but i felt so bad callin him jus to ask to lend sum fluze. but i did chat bot hw each of us were doin n i felt more better after tokin to him, even doh we onli chatted bot sklwork all these, strangely(finally no 'more'). today is such a moring day? any morables wan go out wif me... but ive got so many stuff i nid to settle at home more(lor?). wa lau im dam sick, more mucus jus came out.

k tis paragraph will haf 'less'. yesterday i saw 3 lessbians cuddling together. k la spare u frm tis one.

2006-04-29T21:36:00.000+08:00

omg crystal's scary scary scary...
:// plaed pool n the cueball was lyk tv mobile. its everywhere man. off form still want to jump ball. lucky nvr hit any1's balls or u'll b responsible to their mother y they can no longer celebrate fathers day. i mean balls as in male unspare parts not 123456789 the balls. lol n u poked sumone's ass wif ur cuestick i saw tt. den it was jus abt time for the big daddies beside us to ask us where the triangle is.

sigh a day meant to distress has past.. but i juz rmb.. monday is holiday. woooot.

i jus came back few hrs back n im crying to go out agn.

2006-04-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

expect me to b in a swirl of emotions with these things ur telling me. but im not affected. mayb im tired. or isit i trust u more now? n towards the end of the day, u seemed to b the one draining me out. i'll tell u the answer the next time u ask me out.

angus frasier is such a godam joker. after hearin those ticklish jokes frm xav, lookin forward 2 next sem. swap schedule wif u all. hmmmhmmm bdaes comin. evil plans goes up a notch.

2006-04-26T21:17:00.000+08:00

yes its postable bt nw im so tired to post lumps. stupid boring classes. stupid goat (ben yang) hu onli noes how to teach in e same manner, study study. lol crystal was in a killin spree mode for pool. hadnt it been for tt lump of balls. hh super off form today. tink dota too much alr. haha wa sien havent touch dota for sum time den recently plae very little. lyk once a week onli. pool oso ba. but ive found a new grip n a few things to tak note of when playin pool so dun haf to keep practisin. but im still lousy la ok. taken up a music instrument. but im nt sure if ill haf e time or spirit to keep up to it. after all im nt such a musically inclined person. jus luv the arts n tis instrument seems to remind me of how to say ler. nice stuffz. hahas. ohs n tis isnt my secret affair lol. &* i chose tis bridge. n its swaying.

2006-04-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

testing

2006-04-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

hi guys!! hahax feels lyk im tokin to myself... hi wassup dicky? dicky: yea today was fun. cus mondays r peaceful n i luv the people in gems class. khairul, hafiz nco r so farn within e grp todaes.. lol dun wan to keep repeatin tis scene so i jus run it thru briefly. so tis is wad happened during gems. trust walk.. one person gets blindfolded n the other is sup to lead the other ard wif directions. out of sheer luck my partner was xinyi. but just b4 i went over to xy, i told valerie to whisper to her n tell her tt she's her partner. so xy got confused.. hahas but i of cus being the kind leader told her at once tt im leading her, which made her went lyk -_-"<--sweat. lol well i tink i did a 'good job' lor. xcept the part when i led her in front of khairul n asked her to go 4ward. n the last part when i asked her to run. den it was my turn to get blindfolded. xy's revenge... made me hold hands with daniel, hu was blindfolded oso.i tink zl oso has a part in it. im nt so sure. im blind ok. n i went lyk -_-... we chose to marry the pillar. but anyway, it was den chiam cheow ling lesson, dr.chiam's question of the day was not..."wheres my seat" or "how to on the visualiser" but... "wheres the photograph i wanted to show u all" so she went to t11a to take it. den i was at fc2 eatin mac wif dbs1a21. so jealous of them cus they drawing blood.

dint realli lyked sumone but i dun wan to tok abt this in public. please dun stick ard me. so glad the teacher nvr came.

cui taian's lesson was a breeze. when i asked him whther he knew wads a condom. orh dam his reply was "condominium?" no la. " orh i tink is.. argentine's pedadidn(culdnt realli figure out his accent) n the condor: the musical?" by tt time i was alr super um jio. left my umbrella at hme..yep raining nw... wondering if u got wet in the rain. wow nows so shiok to take a shower. cyas.

2006-04-23T16:21:00.000+08:00

hi all. im back xDDDD. means im` urs again. will b tagging around. all the dust n dead. blogs i mean. sth last min cropped up. jus felt sth. but anywae its been long. classes sux. yea pigs can fly lo crystal, xav was rite.no tink snails can run lah. tink u can transfer ur account to me. gime gpa.

i'll not tok too much nw. nid fresh air all bye.

2006-04-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

we're standing at the base of the mountain. waiting for u to get over ur fear of falling again. i promise to carry eu till ur ready to walk again. but u wuld rather stay. u said we were waitin for each other but it feels as if the wait is losing its touch. its ok. the sun still shines at the foot of the climb.

2006-04-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

yo havent post a long time. runnin norton nw so check out tis site if ur realli bored. its not sum interesting quiz or wad. its msn.com's report abt the worst technology in 2006 by far. if ur too lazy to read the whole thing, read no.9. spastic.

http://msn-cnet.com.com/4520-11524-6478472.html?part=msn-cnet&subj=re_6478472&tag=tg_home

2006-04-16T08:46:00.000+08:00

tis is the legendary post wif no paragraphing. bloggin cus the com nids me to update sum stuffs frm the net. rusty frm holis. every1 said i grew fat. frm side view. sadness. guess i wun b tryin out mix n match clothes for a long time. so b stickin to my old routine of clothes cus tink nxt term will b god bz. speakin of god.. wheres guowei? wads ur gpa. um tis holi all i did was jus to eat. tink i had food in my mouth more than i slept. i constantly had mashumi too. currently heard got sum game called silkroad online n tt it was fab. den went to check the site. its bot ancient china n abit of french or sth lidat. duno whther ill like it but wun dl it anytime soon. den haf to rearrange my schedule b4 term starts to get too bz. update complete. mus restart com bb..

2006-03-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

wad to blog abt ler? tml gg bck indo... go bck visitin n mebbe hunt bit of stuffs. dun even noe if ill b disciplined enuf to maintain my weight haha. mebbe cme bck see me lyk hippo. hippopothalamus. the one keep secreting glands one. just watched wolf creek. bit bloody n bit sorry to haf made u watch so much gore. but u're a scary cat noe. havent even pack my stuffs yet n dun even noe whther ill b goin out agn tonite. haish still got sum things nid to do bck in sg but i guess they'll haf to wait. dunnoe y im bloggin out todae mebbe im feelin a certain bit of emptiness? i mean in my stomach...

2006-03-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

not in the mood to blog but den there isnt any other better way to express it. today i was walkin wif the beach wif kenny to gaze at sum stars with sum classmates. cloudy lyk hell, i thot. kenny later agrees. not the first time at ecp gazing stars so i knew wif clouds it wun b a nice scene tonite but i guess clouds will go away. hopefully. midway to ecp when i came out frm the underpass, fren called. told me another fren died. not the first time sumone i knew died so i realised we're like leaves ready to fall any moment, plucked frm the tree of life by hands of lord or satan, or jus fall when winter comes. but in singapore, there isnt a winter, maybe tts y the life expectancy here is higher. but tt isnt the point, is it? but i guess he'll live well in the other place. hopefully. on sunday, i was told sumone frm vjc died on sat, also. r these pple the ones blinded or r we the ones blinded? dun b too sure. life is indeed beautiful to those hu understands or r experiencing gd stuffs. even when ur in bad conditions, u will only say there r more fruits in life to taste, these reasons r not good enuf for pple to stray away from the lines of life. but i can only say, to the living, we tink that those hu died haf died in vain. to the dead, they tink those hu r living r living in vain. now, i can only try to understand wad he wanted us to understand of his death. even though i wasnt close to him or hang out wif him, he was in 1 of my ccas after all n i still haf words locked, n now is freed. i tink its time to let lives continue.

2006-02-22T19:17:00.000+08:00

dun feel any exam blues. sumhow i miss tt kind of rush. i dint touch the maths notes until lyk morning of today but even in the morning still dint feel stressed. in fact i dint reali noe anything from chapt8 onwards. holis gon b at indo most of the time. gona become an exercise freak and couch potato. no more shopaholic this holis. come bck sg n shop instead. come tok to me on msn when im in indo ya ^^

2006-02-12T21:25:00.000+08:00

wah seh sienz. after skl on sat went to yishun funfair but was too late. clement n weeyang was already hugged by a floury yang yuan. at xsquare got dwn to xman legends. haiyoz sing anyhow make cyclops jump down. cant stop laffin cus all e the cute hero characters especially the cyclops tt jumped down. den went to orchard where edmund bot a vibrator for a present. 101 ways to get slapped on valentine's day.

2006-02-06T15:08:00.000+08:00

2 times in. 1 time kena bounced. tts chinablack for me. but the 2 times in was a time ago n i was lucky. dint stay long inside oso but den i realised actually lyk very strict one ah by the third time. i confirmed it jus nw when christpher told me tt place one of the tightest place. nw forgot all bot tt place alr leh. so is flirtacious a gd idea? well if mund, wy n dennis r goin den mebbe accompany them. haf to steal a photo id again sien...

anyway brokeback mountain in my hands thank u very much dom. gona savour it. haha.n i wan watch marryin the mafia 2...

music liking's kinda changed to ayumi's (miss)understood. thanks jieyu. ayumi sounds abit electronica oso eh.

special thanks to hafiz, han long, daren n desmond. thx for guiding me n hope i can catch up.

so now my own personal challenge has begun. pushed quite well todae.felt lyk everything was against me lyk a year ago when i failed. actually its dumb n crazy to sum pple. but there will b gains if i pass and an aftermath if i fail... there r pple hu r draggin me down at tis point of time. pple hu take advantage of the situation but i onli let these things b part of the game. n the chem paper... it was a final "ritual". tis whole thing kindof lyk a preparation to build myself bah :S

its actually a point of time when i nid moral support n which i'll become stronger if i struggle out of it successfully.

for now ciaoz.

2006-02-03T08:43:00.000+08:00

now at com lab. zzz. actually came for maths but i was late by 10 minutes. culdnt face linda tan man. shes actually quite a nice teacher at least dun show me a bad face lyk other teachers do. cant let her down by comin in late agn. rather pretend 2 b sick or wad le. sum teachers tink they fierce ah so jus fuckin pon their lesson even doh its 100% ICA means "I Cannot Absent". den summore cant tok back nonsense to her cus i feel dam bad so haha here i m ah.

im stil stuck to eq music n phoon wai yee lesson's in 10 min time.

2006-01-31T09:56:00.000+08:00

everyone is going ard to gongxigongxi but tis is lyk any norm dae for me.. sucky chinese new year.. sunday went to leon's house to plae xbox- fable. cool game abt sum little boy growing up trained in magic blah blah. n there's tis part when u can marry several women n ur statistics record how many times u had sex before. n u can choose to be good or evil. if ur evil enuf, u'll haf horns on ur forehead n if ure good, got a doughnut on top of u. i guess good pple r always hungry. tts y cops r usually fat rite... dam wad kind of game is tt, u ask... urgh oh.. actually it's one of the top-rated games of the year last year. he lent me eq 5th anniversary... woohoo... best hits ever man. jamie cullum's everlasting love turned electronica dance sounds abit gross but it's a killer actually. den yesterday was supposed to be movie marathon at home on channel 5. showdown in little tokyo-police academy 2-cannonballrun 2-the medallion-coyote ugly. but the tv culdnt be used for 1.5 hr... so i went to slp as i was still sick anyway. get sum rest. dun do marathons when ure sick ya. hahas i woke up to find police academy still showing den i watched all the way till coyote ugly's finished. silly chinese new year. i actually been staying around the beach n pool in the mornings. it seems tt im getting closer to e waters agn. bleah. tink i'll jus stay by the pool nw. ciaoz.

2006-01-29T10:24:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year to every1... jus came bck... hahas not tt i dint want to msg or tag any1's blog, but i very lazy ar... heyas catch up wif u all nxt time...

2006-01-25T15:02:00.000+08:00

every1 has a paper face. or two. pple ask me to take down my mask sumtimes. it always feel lyk im living in a masquerade sumtimes-fun but never true. but as i take down my mask to show another paper face of mine, pple get hurt. Do we want to continuously live amongst pple with paper faces tt never change? N when they do, we'll only realise tt 1 life has no room for regrets.

2006-01-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

i dun consider wad-u-gona-read-soon as an advice. most probably ur gona take it as a cliche essay or a reminder tt's gona fade from ur mind soon cus nothing in blogs r ever to be taken seriously other than those hu u care for... but put everything behind u now if u realli wan to read... if not forget bot reading tis.

im talking about walking towards success. sounds familiar rite... jus lyk those books on the shelves on self-improvement. but we hardly tend to take the time to understand, or even touch those. i get pissed very easily when i see other people behaving extremely stupidly... u noe lets say there r two pple... one hu works n strives, determined, towards success and the other hu does the least effort but takes the time. some are gona find me eccentric cus i'd be pissed at the former. whilst u tink u understand n yes u do partly, we dream, strive towards our dream n when we reach it, we feel a sense of accomplishment den we ask ourselves if we culd dream summore or if we haf gone the wrong way for the past 40 years. Lyk one man... gets stuck on the minefield... he dreams he culd get out of it. he strove towards his dream n sumhow he managed to get out only to find himself in north korea where he was captured...he did feel a sense of success but the correct success? u may tink it was because he dint haf foresight but actually ure very wrong. it has nothing to do wif foresight at all. read on. in another way u culd put it: i get pissed when pple fail to see it my way or copy other pple to gain a short reality of fame contributed by other pple... n yes i agree n my way was never universally correct cus at tis time u'd b rebelling against me for everyone has their own ideals n i shuldnt haf put tis down so strongly but if i was strong bot my ideas den wad can u do...but i did sumthing. i tried to put myself in other pple's shoes look thru other pple's eyes n i wuld do almost anything to b able to understand... but not everyone of cus... n in the trail of curiousity i often mix my emotions in along the way. i hesitate cus i understand too much n too little at the same time... n den u ask wad r u supposed to achieve den? how bot achieving success wif urself first... i culd c the pure difference between sumone hu seeks for success, money n fame. attractive shortcuts. and another person with a sense of self but also seeking for success, money n fame. in fact most pple culd sense it if uve achieved a sense of self. 2 chairman rose up to their state of wealth by pure diligence n dreams. one has a sense of self, the other blindly rose to his position thru hard work. the former was loved by his employees the other jus culdnt figure out wd was so wrong bot his life wad he dint understand n den he took a lot of time n pain to understand but he culd haf understood it better early in his days. but after tokin so much bot sense of self rite... wad is it? its success wif self. nt letting urself get meddled with in an unmaterialistic aim. well this sort of thing u got to figure it out for urself nt onli use ur head but also use ur heart to feel. when u feel right doesnt mean ur going in the right direction tt will bring u to wad ur inner consciousness n every kind of other consciousness realli want but if achieving success wif self is everything there is den ur rite if u say tis person is selfish. cus no one can live alone, my teacher once told me n it took me quite awhile to accept tt cus im too rebellious? den after uve understood the way of life n not blindly striving for fame wealth or anything lidat, go ahead n strive wif ur work. ull find it easier not cus ur motivated by a beautiful future but now for the sake of accomplishing self-worth. n now u cant actually even use the phrase "for the sake of" cus ur already halfway thru ur life's meaning, separate from the rest of the world hu tells u "for ur future la...","wif money ur going to lead a good life.easy, sensual and every desires comes along complete with it.","cus u mus be real u noe... we're living in reality. dun listen to those idealists"... tts when u lose ur innocence. u've got to strive between being an idealist and a realist. n even when u've done doing so, ur still far from it cus u still nid to use ur heart to feel. deny ur heart or cloud ur heart wif sum things tt will hang u on for years n ull be clouded. ull keep tinkin sth's missing. well den after ure successful in work its ur turn to do wad u realli want. travel round the world. go n c wad u realli want to do sumthings which uve always told urself it can never be done even doh how much i wanted to do it n pple keep stopping u. n now im old ill still do it. it may even be lazing around for the rest of ur life in a meadows or it may be an extreme sport or den there r those hu still feel their definition of success in life is still all bot money n fame... but most pple hu dun even try to achieve complete success wif self n straightaway tink im moving in the right direction towards fame. when they've climbed the ladder so high, they look down n they realised they're afraid. cus when they're climbing they've always looked up, they never looked down. they listened to the biggies hu made it big 'corporate' but again these are lyk the men in the minefield. they never get another chance to live another life. they do haf another chance to cross the minefield again at tt age n under the watchful eyes of the soldiers(in reality they wuld be the pple hu criticise us frm makin it big to dropping down n pple ask y) but most never turned n lived their lives with a big breath kept within themselves. they died together wif it. but of cus in reality being rich was never tt bad. until u realised tis wasnt wad u lived for. yes it is to enjoy the ride of life but u enjoyed it? in a guilty manner? guilt doesnt haf to be all about doinn sumthing wrong lyk corruption or wad but the worst guilt comes from deceiving urself. nt doin wad u realli want to do n deceiving urself tryin ur best not to tink bot it n most r successful u noe, in forgetting bot wad they realli want to do. cus tis are their thots so much so they became the truth for them. yea subconsciousness n consciousness these kinds of things but u nid not put it in a scientific way to feel it. as ive said feel wif ur heart. again, most pple will say"yes i constantly feel wif my heart n tis is wad i want to do..." but they still feel their heart is in a pain. still clouded. far from anything at all. they mite as well not live. but die with no such guilt den ur successful in life. isnt tts wad living all bout? being successful in life? n u all have been blinded all these while: tt being successful in life means striking it big in ur work n getting known. being in the lime. success in self to success in work to success in life... dun wait till u reach ur deathbed b4 u start regretting. today u can say "tomorrow" but on ur deathbed u cant say "in my next life". tis means tis is it. now or never lyk tt singer put it.

IF U DUN UNDERSTAND WAD THE ABOVE MEANS... DEN UR MOST PROBABLY NOT ONE OF THOSE HU HAF ACHIEVED SUCCESS WIF SELF. BUT EVEN IF U DO, UR NOT NECESSARILY ONE EITHER. IN FACT IN MY WHOLE LIFE, IVE NEVER MET MORE THAN A HANDFUL OF THESE PEOPLE. THESE R THE PEOPLE HU INSPIRED ME TO TAKE THE TIME TO UNDERSTAND. N THE STRANGE THING IS THAT THESE PEOPLE R STRANGERS BUT AS I TOLD U, U CULD SENSE IT IN SUM CASES CLOSE TO IMMEDIATE. IM SHARING TIS CUS I TINK WIN-WIN, I WANT U TO UNDERSTAND AS WELL. THIS IS FOR THOSE HU TINK SO HARD N FEEL SO CONFUSED AS TO WADS MISSING BUT NEVER LISTENED TO OTHERS EXCEPT URSELF. JUST LYK SUM OF UR PARENTS HU ALWAYS WANTED TO UNDERSTAND U BUT NEVER LISTENED TO U. UR THE NEXT GENERATION OF PARENTS HU R GOIN TO MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE. ANYWAY ILL STILL PUT UP A SUMMARY FOR THOSE HU R TOO LAZY OR DUN UNDERSTAND MY LANGUAGE:

SUMMARY IS EVEN THOUGH U MIGHT BE FEELING UR GOING IN THE CORRECT DIRECTION, U MAY ACTUALLY BE DECEIVING URSELF. BUT UVE ALWAYS KEPT UP WIF TT THOT FOR A FEW YEARS N MADE IT INTO THE 'TRUTH' FOR URSELF. MAYBE U SHLD TRY GOING WITH SUCCESS WITH SELF FIRST, DEN SUCCESS WIF WORK, DEN SUCCESS WIF LIFE. AFTER UVE ACHIEVED SUCCESS WIF SELF, ULL BECOME SECURE ABOUT URSELF(NOT FROM UR DREAMS OR UR WORK OR UR MATERIALS) N MANY OTHER THINGS ULL FEEL GOOD LYK SUMWHAT NATURALKN NOT HIDING. MANY PPLE HIDE FROM THIS N THE THING IS THEY DUN EVEN KNOW IT. AFTER DEN U GO FOR UR SO CALLED SUCCESS IN WORK. DEN ULL REALLY CUT OFF THE PAIN IN UR HEART. DEN SUCCESS WIF LIFE: WAD U REALLI WANT TO DO. U ONLY HAF ONE LIFE. THERE IS NO CHANCE FOR TRIAL. CHOOSE THE PATH WIF WISDOM. N ONE LAST THING... U HAF TO BECOME THE OPPOSITE OF SUMTHING TT U WANT TO BECOME IN ORDER TO REALLI BECOME WAD U REALLI WANT TO BE. FOR EXAMPLE IF U R DILIGENT I WUN CONSIDER U AS DILIGENT AT ALL UNLESS U WERE ONCE LAZY DEN U BECAME DILIGENT. I RESPECT U WITHOUT DOUBT.

IF UR TINKING I CULD GO PUBLISH SUM BOOM ON THIS, GO EAT SHIT CUS U STILL TOO DUMB TO UNDERSTAND WAD IVE WRITTEN N AT THE FRONT PART I TOLD U NOT TO READ IT ALREADY.

n no i not pissed now or wad. jus emphasized cus i lazy to use the bold or wad. actually i dint wan to share tis wif u all but yea... as i said. a few years back i culd get any kind of grades i wanted. but i realised i was foolish enough to go for all that u-probably-noe-wad future without understanding myself first.

2006-01-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

*&^% discovered hu put the condom in my hood. my GEM project mates. they just burst out laughing when i asked them... doesnt mean im sound asleep during gem class means can anyhow sabo me... anyway to tag rite click on shout first. den ull b enlightened.wooooo.... bodoh crystal dunno noe how to tag on my board. dint do much these past weeks besides eating wif my class at harbourfront breeks.. the space to play very limited so i tink the money quite wasted n oso the food i ordered dam suay. i thot the dory with mojo sauce lyk quite special. but erk. it sux just lyk mojojojo. den summore the shape of the dory dun look lyk the dory from finding nemo. den the drink was blue dolphin or sth liddat ah. i cant rmb. but oso nth to do wif dolphin one. very disappointing.

academics gona take over my life during the month of february. im gona b siennnnned. can sumone pls accompany me to study form sum slackers study group.

2006-01-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

shingo pear is bery big... 0.0

anyway ill let the cat out of the bag on the dae we watchin movie... dun forgo it cus ill tell u sum things tt will make u laff...

2006-01-15T10:07:00.000+08:00

gotsa lot of things to say. but im choking on it cus im realli hving poor memory these days. i rmb i jz dreamt about watching a movie sumthing to do wif basketball one. den after tt we went for lessons. the teacher was errr... wa lau eh so disgusting i cant say who... den i say wad wan go toilet at the start of the lesson den the teacher ask me how come i nvr go toilet during recess... den i say watchin movie. den teacher ask wad movie. i actually forgot wad movie i was watchin in my dreams. jus proves tt my memory is seriously deteriorating.

for later tink i gg shopping. do a bit first after tt can go watch zhenling's performance. 2 keep u updated, i havent done my bsbm report. n for dota i training to learn how to use one last hero b4 i stop being so psycho bot it. so by today i mus learn finish the last n the most important hero n try to finish my bsbm rpt so dr.E will stop saying im sexy. pretty much lookin forward to the class outing as another slack day. im seriously craving to hear sum rnb songs, n dam i dun feel lyk buying a cd cus im saving up to get the shopping list which i prob wun get till exams r over. if any1 got any nice rnb albums lend me yea.. cant rmb wad i wan to say next.. nvm later if i rmb...

2006-01-14T09:09:00.000+08:00

2day's a great day to go out. but my conscience wun let me... with all those catching up to do. ytd been a great day at pasir ris park celebrating hh n jan bdae. quite fun but sumhow my mood wun let me do so. this mus haf been the first time friday the 13th has been so bad to me:

woke up in the morn sup to do bsbm report but after showering i realised i dint haf enuf time den when i reached skl i realised i 4got to bring my calculator for maths lesson den all the time i was bluffing linda tan making her tink my ipod video was casio calculator. den dam it there was a virgin scratch on my fone when i put it on my table. tis one i wuldnt mind because to me, sth beautiful wuldnt b beautiful without a flaw for us to appreciate. nvm guess sum peeps dun get my pt of view. den there was crs lesson when my jacket got caught at the doorknob exposin me to limlee. den there goes all tt gaytalk n stripchat. den during the presentation limleeyee criticised our ppt quite badly. in fact wad i had in mind for the ppt was different from tt cus zgw, jl n kenny changed the ppt frm my original beautiful slide designs n replaced it with a boring slide design n y r the topics so different frm wad i had suggested. in the end limleeyee suggested a topic about the abuse of cloning which was my original one... haiz so upset. den i got around to find phoon wai yee to hand up the projects to her den along the way i bought tis chocolate icecream n when i was opening her staffroom door, the chocolate icecream dropped on my white jacket. thank u very much. anyway tis jacket isnt tt new lyk bot one to two months old n i haf never dirtied it. my fone is quite sum time alr n i haf nvr scratched it. all in one day's work. den i went to the toilet to wash off the stain but to not much avail. after crs was break den GEMs. GEMs boring piece of nabei. u've prob nvr seen me sleep in class but GEMs is the only time the teacher can lullaby me into 3/4 sleep thruout the lesson. i was so bored i had no mood for anything else. den CD humiliated myself cus they got the wrong msg. by shakin about i was referring to dancing den han huei's previous forfeit was tt "break" rite duhz my dancing was not break rite if ur smart enuf to noe. n yoda duhz he was short rite. den by the end of the lesson i was alr gone. den after tt in the train i realised a condom was stuck im the hood of my jacket. crazy la! at tt time i was tinking of two things when i was stoning. at first i thot the green man in front of me suddenly dropped a condom. i was suddenly damn scared of the green man sia cus he was sitting so calmly it made me tink if he was sum kind of ghost. den after tt i rmb he did not move at all so it must have been me.. den iwa s tinkin eh shit was it one of those condoms which i bhot last time for fun den anyhow put here n there in my clothes wan.. but den it cant be cus when i rmb i nvr bhot green colour durex ones b4. den after tt wah heng so it wasnt me or the green man in front of me. anotehr episode of the day has ended. anyway by the time i reached pasir ris n along the way i was feeling dam sick even doh i dun look lyk one cus i wuld prob dampen the mood if i left then. lol jus cant describe the scene then with janice trying to go around grabbing pple den hh betrayed the alliance n joined us in putting tofu over her head. anyway ya but i jus culdnt join in. hh was half-goo n janice was 3/4-goo. plus after all those seasoning, we marinated her head in a trash bag filled with i-dunno-wad. bluff her zen micro photo was inside the bag n she had to use her head to find it. went to eat. i tink they put sum drugs into the stingray. got me n crystal digging into it and swellin our lips up. tis is where i dropped my sambal onto my jacket. second time of the day. but i wasnt bothered cus i know it'll b cleaned up nxt time. den went to the playground where xavier was scarin e gers aroung wif a toad. lol. den the spiderweb... thot i had conquered tt phobia of tt fall when i was much much younger. but i realised it suddenly came bck to me halfway-through. usually i'd b able to climb heights if i dun recall but well it's more fun when ur scared of things all the more i wanted to climb higher. anyway the day ended as i rode my taxi home down to ecp. fun? i cant say it was. unlucky. sick feeling lyk shit when i woke up n got pissed off by sum2 i cant say hu... i haf kept the best for the last...
"HAPPY ULTRAAA BELATED BURFDAE TO TIGER N HH!!!" even doh i wished u all on ur bdae alr.

hmm. for next week.... mebbe u will notice tt dicky is practising self-discipline. anyway now i haf to go pei my guardians children watch powerpuff. n anyway there seems to b visitors in my blog. mus b u rite weeyang anyhow spread.

2006-01-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

whilst i woke up tis morning walking in the mao mao xi yu (hairy rain), i suddenly got a lot inspiration for clothings... but y now? when im broke.... zzzzzzz..

new shopping list cr8ed:

1) top of the list is sumthing which ive been lookin for months : a pair of shorts up to kneecap or slightly shorter with a cross-colour of golden,green,yellow and a texture feel lyk fur but harder(not too soft).

2)that pair of white shoes close to birken stocks sold at barcode.

3)that light-brown ranger wallet from the wallet shop with comic punk.

4)green and white long-sleeved shirts from topman.

5)denim jacket.

results and calculation

150 + 50 + 50 + 25 x 2 + 150 = 400

conclusion

i nid to become a gigolo.

2006-01-06T10:30:00.000+08:00

havent u heard... tomorrow never comes... lol i at lee yee's lesson now. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... topic : should men get castrated if they commit sex crimes? i tink they shld... chop chop chop... curse of the were-rabbit.

chinese tall story is a damn nice movie... go watch it on a saturday night. it'll boost ur mojo...

2006-01-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

update tml. nw very ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

2006-01-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

i dun wan anyone to nag at me except u...

2006-01-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

so i finished tidying my room... did sum cardio exercises... cus even doh im still in e process of loading up to build my mass...nt sup to do any vigorous ones till the end...but i realised i was exceptionally "adiposed" after e holis where i stopped my regular cardio which will stop me frm growin too overweight relative to e large amt of food i consume. so i jz did quick bursts jz nw so i wun lose too much fats for later building. im about to start on my chemistry but im gettin weary. try to stay awake. yes ah n tml im meeting two of my gd frens whom i havent met up quite awhile. gona pia all my homework tml.. hows all ur new year... hope u all haf kept up wif ur resolutions.

i was stuck to these songs for a while...

fort minor's slip out the back, kenji, petrified and revisitng maroon five's 'this love'... kz nitez.

2006-01-01T17:34:00.000+08:00

very panicky about all e fuckin homework ah. nid sumone to accompany me to do homewk but i dun feel lyk draggin any1 down wif me... so paiseh. so i jz feel lyk goin out 2 chill now. hate the weather man. there r alot of things i'd lyk to start afresh tis year. n i havent plaed computer games ever since i woke up tis morning. im in 'cold turkey' mode. hahas not exactly though. yea cus i can stop anytime i wan. but todae is realli a panicky dae. im hugging my homework now cus they're all that are beside me now. a lil freaky i noe. my plans for todae r to clear up my room n do finish my chem report.

2005-12-31T16:05:00.000+08:00

its new year................... 's eve. 10 more mins b4 i go runnin into e showers n gg off to town. better set ur watches correct if not later ull b the onli one spraying at 11pm... todae i forgive all enemies. i hate resolutions though but tt is one. den tis one is another oneSSS:

be more disciplined. do work consistently.

proceed wif cardio n workouts...

in other words balance out ur time for everything (la).

find new activities to participate in. not play dota all day long. ill still play but ill play lesser.much lesser. jus nw i went to bore myself with 99kills in one game using drow ranger so i'll become bored with dota.

be more serious... erhem confucious says:" fortune cookies go to jail..."

grow taller by 10 cm... sigh which is lyk very difficult but ill still work towards tt...

make more good frens...

try n go to church more often...

yeap. gtg.

2005-12-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

my parents gg back tml... treated me to fishnco at parkway jz nw... ums yummy.. sien reports. gogo power rangers gotta fuck them(reports) all.

2005-12-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

i wished xmas was all year long... everyday. den paradise. im jus so tempted to eat the cadbury chocolates on my table nw... but my tooth aches. jus came bck frm e toilet.. saw tis cockroach... i tink i saw it when it was very young n i dint kill it... wad wuld u haf done if it was young? killed it? den 4get about it? wad wuld u haf done... i ask. jus bcus its ugly.. creepy.. dirty.. but den again u're jus the usual human being... im nt special but at least i tink b4 i react. so nw im gona kill e cockroach... lol. my guardian's nt at hme she's been in usa since last week n the maid's slacking... i tink tis disgusting animal proves it. tink stay out of house better. gg to skl tml n im stil nt asleep yet.

2005-12-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

wad isit tt i wana say... listen to secret by maroon 5... its jus great 4 my feelin now. in such a dilemma. finally i said it, im in a dilemma... sth which i fear to admit to admit against my ego. sth tt is so fucked up. i wan go bck to my toddlerhood days n get free agn... but im lookin 4ward to the next few daes. town is where i release my soul... no memories dun get me wrong... but the city lights guide me...

2005-12-26T00:24:00.000+08:00

there were other skins as well but i was sick of the messy skins. very childish. so im puttin up tis simple black one. credits go to blogskins.com n tis blogger called weijie. sry had to take out the credits cus they look dam ugly. my brain hasnt been functionin at all tis month. im supposed to be melancholy... well i m. a lot of stuffs ah. let me get rid of all e nonsense first. nonsense lyk essays n formal reports.

2005-12-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

jz watched finish chicken little on dvd crystal's 1... i tink e best actor goes to the fish. dint realli laff much at e other actors cept for the fish. wew... now got a lot of "admin" work to do... must load more songs up to my mp3, do homewk which is lyk wew... change my blog layout to the fort minor one... sigh next few daes mus do homewk aldoh i tink gg out to do is better... but no1 ask me out to study %.:'( <-- reminds me of the alien in e movie... tis yr xmas a lil disappointing n im tinkin of a way to get out on new year...i hope new yr's not so disappointing which is when more s'poreans celebrate it e proper way...not sleeping... post e class outin on new year ah... den after sentosa can go str8 to town n spray pple hopefully... ya tt reminds me still mus organise PTN outin... tml got alot of stuffs argh... headache. i wan upgrade to 50% alcohol... wad la i still young choy choy choy wad liver failure... guys one more min to end of xmas... mebbe its one dae slower in north pole? check ur shit pipe mebbe santa is stuck in urs.

2005-12-25T16:59:00.000+08:00

tink i maintain tis blog change to the fort minor skin 1... but nt nw cus todae is xmas n i very sien nw cus i wan got town. i go slp 1.

2005-12-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

tink im gg to abolish tis blog soon c my mood.

2005-12-19T23:49:00.000+08:00

so now wad. i completed my gem assignment. gg to skl to do ap n all e fuckin elearnin tml. hmms at least now got plan. hate assignements. y cant jus leave me alone. den can go out. stay over. play com. shoppin. hit east coast n look at dirty waters. now got ipod video motivate my ass abit. i not hafin sum mood swing here. just tt the aircons not on n im listenin to eminems "fark here fark there..." den im lyk sleepy but cant sleep cus im so bloodie restless in e nite. hmm must find sum boring pple to chat wif den can sleep. jus turned midnite. or shld i wait for santa to come down my chimney. singapore all no chimney how is he going to come? is he goin thru the shit pipe? later den cont.

2005-12-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

wad a fine sunday... my dad came over 2day... went 2 orchard apple ipod centre at wheelock where i bhot ipod video... well, doesnt come easy. had to persuade him a bit. anyway nw my hand-helds r blackish. shiny black. dusty black. leather black. came bck tried it out n went 2 pkway 2 get sum cds -curtain call by eminem n blink182. whilst goin bck sum1 called "xiao di..."meanin lil brother in eng... i thot i heard wrong but when i turned tis chinaman came forward to me. he's a lil stout reminds me of the usual businessman jz lyk my father... den he asked me if i understood "guo yu" china language, that is. i said ya den he explained sth so fast to me i culd understand half of wad he was sayin tink he was askin for money cus he said he went broke on a business trip here n wanted to eat n go back to raffles hotel. he asked for 10. i gave him tt. den he xplained he needed 2 eat as well n bashfully asked me 4 anotehr sum. but den i re n told him tt i dun haf much $$ n i nt sup 2 use them. well its true cus i jz bot my 2 cds. he asked me for my no. i refused agn. den i turned n left. whilst walkin, i turned bck, looked at him. if ur expectin sympathy frm me ure wrong. i went bck n asked him his name. cus thruout i dun realli noe if hes a con or wad but it doesnt realli matter to me if he realli is anot. i mean wad wuld u do if sumone jus came to u lidat. wad if it were u hu went broke. i rmb i went sleeping at orchard once cus i dint realli wan to waste money on a taxi n it was 3plus am tt time so i js slept in e streets n guards chased me out of places. e most reasonable deal is jus to gif him 10...it culd jus cost me another macdonald meal at most. but when i went bck... i noticed tt if he was a con he mus b a realli good one. i culd c e amt of feelings pourin from him even doh he was tryin to hide it. wearin an crocodile shirt plus neatly dressed outfit. even doh his origins as to wad he was doin at pkway was not known but i mus at least gif him a consolation prize as the best dressed con if he was. den out of fun i gaf him my handfone no. he took out quite an impressive handfone. held my hand 4 very long at one point sayin thx... tts all. anything is possible. con or not, tml den ill noe. but lets say even if he doesnt call bck it may b tt hes angry i dint gif him more, he's too bz to call, 4got about it... but my instincts say: 80 hes a con. 20 hes not. prove me wrong.

2005-12-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

almost urinated in e bus jz nw...

2005-12-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

yea great. gon get a rabbit. i thot i was goin to give up the thot but tt dae i passed by parkway i went to the pet shop n there was this cute rabbit staring at me so here i m... nth's gona stop me frm gettin one now...

things r going hectic... tests... mum n dad comin all e way from indon to nag at me... assignments... stress. i go shower first. b.

2005-12-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

wad a big joker i m... liddat oso can fool everyone...

2005-12-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

2 pictures taken ytd... made me speechless... will post them up when i get hold of the pix nxt week...

my parents comin nxt sat... by den tink ill b goin shopping... ate at nydc ytd... funny night... haf 2 go hme early doh... to leon: take a break frm ur training la.. to ting: u oso take a break frm ur db training.. den after tt go out wif me. lol. help me skip my next week test which im gona pass with dying colours...

2005-12-08T20:31:00.000+08:00

haf been a bz week. finally managed to post tis time... GUYS thx a lot 4 celebratin my n dom's bdae ytd... had fun wif e eggs n thx agn for the present... its the thot that counts not the present man. really appreciate it.

janice: bon voyage yar... 4got to tell u, i dun wan trehalose lolx. nu nid get anyth wan la. enjoy ger... tis is lyk jus in case there's sum com over at thai... :)

haf been bz playin LAN oso... tml no plans yet la... most prob nt goin out. guardian bhot tiramisu cake for me to feast on at midnite yay but im free in e nite... lolx so most prob either go home n break or go out as n when i lyk lo...

2005-12-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

hey bear wif my blog awhile k. i noe the design a bit weird. jz wan show rabbit. thx for sacrificing ur grandmother house time. u still owe me. MANY.

i found a damn cool blog skin(not tis current one) its the skin of the day today.. metrosexual. n powerful design. the designer of the blogskin very good. been wantin to use her design but most her designs r obviously for gers but tis one i found the least towards feminine alldoh its still lah but den wad to do. sacrifice a bit law. after awhile den ill change to tt skin.

booze nth much has been happenin nowadays. jus LAN. tell u sth. i not addicted to LAN. pause. im waitin for u all to go "ya rite". ok den now i not goin to explain. jus not realli into LAn lah. jus to kill e time. its better than studying.

hey but interesting daes r coming. xmas is comin... no plans yet. ? hmm mus find pple to tease on tt dae. b.

tt silly ger.

2005-11-25T18:24:00.000+08:00

... anyway im very sien now n tink i shld haf stayed in skl 4 e chillout@sp ... which i tink is quite lame... but well better than here... n my fone went flat listening 2 jay's song during GEM class... fell asleep in GEM... n the stranger beside me laughed a bit cos we were so tense at first when i woke up 1 hr later blur n asking if e class has ended... i was lyk high durin CRS den low during GEMs den lyk mood dampened after GEM dun feel lyk doin anything... act my GEM class nt tt bad if u ask me... cus no one bastard extra... n i oso duwan 2 say anything cus they mite jus tink im a bastard... so the mood liddat lor... in other words, i quite lyk e class ar cus even doh i havent cliqued wif any1 yet but a few hu sit ard me has shown their friendly side... so i dun tink i'll b spastic 2wards these pple... i recognised 1 of em sitting on e other side as sum1 hu attended the nightmare leadership cruise b4... its a realli a nightmare dun wish 2 tok bot it... very boring n unfunny n unspastic... but e person wasnt in my cruise grp so i dint realli noe her... act i was tokin bot her cus i haf to admit her chioness... she was makin heads turn durin e cruise n den when i applied 4 tis course i dint expect 2 c her in e class... act i dint realise she was in e class cus i tink she ponned e first lesson den during the second lesson i realised sum1 was carryin the same puma bag as me xcept it was brown... den e owner caught my eye which was her. not interested. guys mite wan 2 transfer 2 my GEM class... J-K... i dun tink she's e kind of ger im lookin for...

i haf my reserves of posting my crude emotions here but den i tink tis time ill share tis frm myself... i dint tink gsc to b so despo... but my impression of her changed... i thot she was understanding n reserved judging on her behaviour but as i saw her facial expression durin last times, i always knew she needed fun n was jz hiding tt urge. of cus knowing this, seeing her change wasnt surprising 2 me... but again it was kind of expecting the unexpected for me so it was lyk i thot she'd remained tt reserved n understanding which was in a way......(fill in e wadever blanks) so i juz tested her(wif anyth bad i culd tink up of...) n soon i was right, her personality changed after a while. in other words, i juz tink differently of her now, even doh it may b recently n tt she isnt lidat till recently, or does not show tis side in front of other guys or even purposely...jz an act 2 rebel against the boredom tt she faced last mth... she must b very confused n putting up a facade wif me n oso bcus she often fails to read between my lines. she just doesnt get it. the amusing n disturbing side of tis doesnt seem 2 affect me. i duno if i realli hope for her 2 understand anot or best 2 leave her in e dark. but i tink shes would make a great fren(still acquaintance) cus we tink roughly in e same manner jus tt i havent shown my real side. tt silly ger.

2005-11-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

nxt 2 daes shld b quite fun... lol n my evil plan is dismissed. shall blog two daes later...

2005-10-25T09:37:00.000+08:00

so lyk nw im sittin in front of my dad's com overseas... so far went on a shoppin trip n got my desired stuffs... left one more levis shirt to hunt down. den i can channel all my finances into gettin a pair of nike sneakers (white body, brown borders). uhum ive woken up tis early n accessed e internet 2 register my gems but i havent check yet... jialaosai lar so siann... i need orchard road... pool... n crappy people to tok to... n damn lar... i cant post up so many things which has happened here... i scared later caught by police n kena fine... den liddat cannot buy nike sneakers liao :(

2005-10-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

hah! finally cleared things up... it was more of a brotherly feeling alrite... stupid me... nvr realise all the while no wonder ive been hesitating... although it left a deep scar in me... but guess we all haf 2 sacrifice in order 2 get 2 a stronger emotional state... its lyk living in a cocoon b4 bursting open slowly... jz lyk in life u got 2 keep experimenting b4 u die 2 get e highest state of urself... i duno whther in e next few years ill look bck at tis blog n look at my silly emotions, raelise sum r but excuses or will i find out tt all these r true...

but i still wish i havent gone 4 e cruise n suffered all tt humiliation... cos i practically wasnt myself... i need a few daes a sum talk 2 get over e scar n still haf 2 face it sumtimes right in ur face over the next semester... hope things r cleared up 4 e rest of the parties with complete understanding... but i doubt it'll happen cos its too hard 2 believe n ya the scars r too deep... too hard 2 believe. too difficult 2 understand. onli i may know.

n i dun wish 2 tok bot it anymore... i jz wan 2 4get bot it n once things r completely cleared up, ive finally achieved it. cme on man jz clear the last bit of things up. the reason is not completely understood n trusted yet.

2005-10-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

guess its an obligation 2 blog b4 i leave tml. went out 2dae 2 plae LAN wif e usual 5... lyk nvr lose any game but almost lost the first... crap... im gettin emotional over e games agn... mz learn how 2 control my feelings better... den went out... hh n zy bot 2 myuk wallets... e very lame ones... mms later went huntin 4 my pullover... jz culdnt find e rite one at wisma or pacific plaza... mostly sold out or jz dint suit my taste... passed by e adidas store at pacific n whoosh a few jackets caught my eyes. i fell in love wif one of them... 349 dollars. set my priorities rite first. den visit there agn. wahahaha... plenty of time. ooohs... my dad jz gaf me quite a sum of money 4 e cruise... hmmms... mz use it wisely. stupid dicky use it wisely. muz use it wisely ah... hmmms yes. n 4 nw, gdnite 2 the world. god bless everyone. u cant believe how secure im feelin rite nw... hope its nt cos of external events... ohs btw i bot a stussy jacket nt a pullover... oh mans, its white got 2 tke gd care n nt spill anythin on it... it looks sth lyk tis --->

mebbe its white so u cant see anything... god bless it 2 remain tt white. cruise cruise cruise. excited excited excited. cant sleep cant sleep cant sleep. wad to do wad to do wad to do. ok nw slp slp slp... dun miss me. dun miss me. dun miss me.

2005-09-25T16:49:00.000+08:00

4 more daes to fun, joy, peace, laughter, hibernation, LAN, pool. n shopping? possible :( my holis r over-booked im strugglin 2 arrange my time. guess ill haf to do away wif sum activities to accomodate play :) anywae im realli broke n ive figured a way to plae pool for TWO N A HALF HOURS for onli 5(8ft)-6(9ft) dollars... equivalent to one dollar one hour if two pple r playing... suay sia i havent touch microbio yet... dun expect myself 2 get A's or B's for my exams... btw if any1 need accompaniement, let me present to you--myself. haha thick skin but ya .. anytime cus id gladly appreciate sum study grp or at least sum1 2 stdy wif n its abot... infinity times better than studyin myself at hme? cus i do zero study at home and 1 divide by 0=infinity so its yea... well much better dan anything. so dun hesitate, pick up e fone immediately n call 6235-3535 (for mcdonald... your treat)... haha

2005-09-23T20:34:00.000+08:00

boo!! hmm...

Q 12: Compare and contrast between the maths and cell biology exams.

coincidentally, i skipped two questions of both my exams bcos of lack of time... dunno one specific concept... n got roughly e same amt of mistakes after checkin ard... n i was pretty nervous b4 both exams... went blank at e start n later realised how easy it was... den culd not complete in time n after checkin, i realised e no. of mistakes i made during both exams culd get me Fail in both papers (and maybe negative for cellbio). In conclusion, hu wans to stay bck wif me next year.

Q 13: Is the above question a joke?

of course its a joke...

Q 14: but then will u score full marks?

maybe... score full marks the day i haf 3 nipples.

Q 15: so when will u haf 3 nipples?

when u cockeye...

Section C

Long Answer Questions (each question carries 49.5 marks)

Q 16: wad's ur favourite food?

cell biology, mathematics, chemistry mixed with organic and inorganic vegetables, basic microbiology n did i mention cell biology? I LUV CELLBIO. (tis one is a crucial point if u wan to score full marks in e paper...)

Q 17: write sth long to fill up e whole page.

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full marks.

not merely a part of my source of inspiration...

2005-09-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

went 2 watch a lot like love wif a fren at starlite cinemas... my butt n back hurts pretty bad, sittin on e grass liddat. now's midnite. my body clock starts tickin n tingling me to slp. bt i noe i wun blog bot tis another dae... so yeaz tis is jz abot it : ashton kutcher n amanda did make a few laughs at a lot like love... went suntec n ate at macs after e show... i broke my curfew by one full hour.

i culd onli guess... n keep u guessing...

meiosis (dun haf sister)

2005-09-06T12:31:00.000+08:00

so nw we look at mitosis n meiosis... i cant rmb e definitions... 4 heck i tink if they ask 4 definitions... im goin 2 write meiosis : no sister (mei you 'sis'), mitosis : my sister has a toe. at e com lab nw.. wil blog again soon.

2005-09-06T10:14:00.000+08:00

tis week cao sianz.... went town durin e weekends n nw im studyin 4 my cell bio test... ah finally last test bt it signals e nearin of exams... the WCG comin ar... mite wan 2 visit suntec... hmmms... dun disturb me i wan 2 study till tml den sae....

arson.

2005-09-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

still stuck 2 lush 995... e crazy week's endin n next week marks e start of another crazy wk... bt in e meantime, there's e weekends... lookin 4ward 2 it. tml haf chem test n rpt. so todae, im incineratin tt midnight oil..

live by ur own rulez section II

2005-08-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

guess nth's an issue anymore so long as i dun betray myself. guess there's more 2 it.

went 2 watch redeye jus nw. a waste of money dun watch it. theres a small thriller in e midsection of e movie bt tt's all... movie was bot 1+hr onli, less than one n a half hr possibly.

spoiler:
according to me... its sum noob assasins tryin 2 kill a high-class family. how they went abt 2 accomplish tt is sumth 2 do wif e girl. at various pts, they dint explain a lot n left a lot of e tinkin 2 e audience. so small kids mite nt b able 2 understand sum parts. e movie's too short. seen much better assasination movies tt'll reali impress but tis wun. the thriller's strong at 1 small part. bt tis is wad makes a gd budget movie after all. guess they were oso tryin 2 avoid censorship as well. in e end i still dun understand y its named red eye.

end of e dae wasted a bit of money bt im nt over-bothered by it. plaed pool at k as well. very tired.

for "souvenirist"

2005-08-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

post dedicated 2 a grp of pple wd i call e "souvenierists", another grp of pple hu influences n irritates me... these r e peeps hu collect souvenirs n r nvr aware tt nth lasts 4ever... one day u will die n all these memories long gone... so tke an unexpected ride beyond e ordinary enjoy life 2 e max... n if u can't do much as a student nw... at least haf aspirations. dare to dream. i hate it when pple say they haf no aspirations or their aspiration is 2 become a doctor... tt's nt an aspiration. tt's an ambition, or rather a pathetic aspiration... but i've learnt 2 accept n appreciate e different kinds of pple n learn sth known as e freedom of choice. n tis is probably one of the few times u'd c my post nt filled wif crap. if u still tink tis is crap n nt frm e heart, den click on e 'x' on e top right hand corner of e screen n stop grumbling.

im tryin 2 accomodate wif my hairstyle. i din put my specs on tt dae... n it turned out 2 b so well-cut, unlyk wad i asked 4... jus a few snips will do. i realli pray my hair will grow bck as fast. im kinda broke after goin out todae... next week's pocket money wun save me either. i will hafta wait until e exams r over... the crazy week's jus started n im challenged 2 get my timing rite tis 4 tis week. anywaes i jus got bck frm e lib. y e heck dint i go 2 TP in e first place. goin 2 poly dint realli cross my mind at tt time. i was prepared so i wasnt stunned when my dad told me 2 go poly instead. i did rebel a while. bt durin tt party season, my mood wasnt in 4 a consideration. jus a lil' blank. on wads my choice. i dint wana make a decision cos i knew i wasnt tinkin at tt time so i believed my dad. asked me 2 go SP huhs. over e years i realised it dint matter wad insitution u belonged 2 so long as u're under e same level lyk polys or jcs cos in e end its e final exams tt count. e reader'd probably b lost at tis point as im lost in my thots. ah wells jus walkin dwn memory lane 16...

2005-08-28T13:51:00.000+08:00

a fresh nu haircut. as in realli fresh ah... n my fav's station changed 2 lush 99.5 for e time being... 1400h n i sill havent got dwn 2 studyin... happy new year merry christmas. 'lushous' music. i realli dunnoe dunnoe dunnoe. i tink i wan 2 go yun nam to fix sum hair back... ciaoz

2005-08-28T08:45:00.000+08:00

sumtimes when u buy a book n u realise wad they're sayin is so true... doesnt it freak u out? n man's rebellious nature will try 2 oppose it... cus man will always believe there's more to life than a book.

dun feel lyk bloggin bot ytd... bt it's wy's bdae... n i noe u're friggin readin tis now so happy burfdae one more time!!! but e six of us rnt gays ah so ytd was well worth e chill-out... a fuggin break frm skl. n sum1 got beaten up ar. lyk wy ytd so pissed. bt knowin ed'd b so level-headed n (a bit dumb ah accordin 2 yy) he prob wuldnt do much abot it.

kk tml haf test alr. i gon tiao in2 studyin nw. or mebbe plae a bit first...

bankrupt

2005-08-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

u noe wad... im officially declared broke n im tryin 2 curb myself frm goin out... but sat is a must. so i mus tink of a new way...

2005-08-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

jus got home n im lookin at e reflection of e sunset... SP n home r two realli boring places... i need 2 travel... its rushin in my blood... wad i realise bot SP is tt participatin in 3 ccas, bein e class rep n now in leadership 4 bof my cca n sp in general dun kill u cus they aren't simultaneous.... n i oso signed up 4 business cheena wadever tt is... lessons r fast n more carefree dan in jc... competition seems high but it isnt lyk wad i xperienced in vs... wadever it is i wun let my guard dwn.

autofocusautofocusautofocus

2005-08-24T16:57:00.000+08:00

man i raelli hafta boast bot my new fone... its fuckin camera is a far cry frm 02 fone n others i haf seen ah... when i saw e demo video it stunned me even till now... tink its cooler than my laptop ar... sorry ah but i need 2 boast a bit sum time now n den plus i haf an avg urge 2 take piccies... haha pix i mean. anyway i saw sth on astro... cryssie u shld read tis... tis is wad im feelin nw... even doh i noe its nt funny, i was still tellin e lamest jokes jus nw... read, tis is my astro:

August 24, 2005
You could be in a playful mood, with the Moon square Saturn. You probably won't feel like getting very much work done. Maybe you will decide to share all of your silliest jokes with your coworkers. You could entertain them by taking on the role of office comedian. It doesn't take much for you to get people to laugh. Your wicked wit and sassy way with words always makes others giggle!

arh i believe the last part is nonsense... anywae stuffed myself up wif chocolate jus nw... im feelin lyk shit nw...im facin an extreme financial crisis... lookin 4 a fone pouch nowadays... lookin for a different kind frm the norm.. dun lyk those can pull e top string one or transparent cover over e fone one... tink i lookin 4 a black pc or ck purse or sth liddat? need 2 budget a bit 4 october ah... so many burfades... fug man i thot i culd go out watch movie or shop todae now all my schedule spoil liao mus rearrange again... fug man...
i sense another insecure person in e class... sian la cant b bothered by these sort of pple... goin 2 sian diao lookin at their silly behaviour seen so much of this in vs... look summore n i'd prob b actin lyk em in no time. so wad did i do in skl todae... haish read my horo again... dint feel lyk doin anyth... my word, i mus study hard!! i hope my pract test can thrash guowei but e near future seems unpredictable. i haf so many stuffs 2 accomplish... 2wards my aspirations!!! speakin of which i seem 2 b reminded of it at e end of e day by jan so tis means i mus get dwn 2 studyin... buaiz...

WHOA!! dicky u're studyin ar?
finally....
wah seh so hardworkin meh...

ME : FUk OFF * points middle finger*

whoa!

2005-08-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

whoa! rite nw im lovin it... my k750i jus arrived! so r my other products... finished collectin e money frm cls... pract test over, ideas presentation over... plus jus got money 4 transport fees... locked n loaded... im kinda in a crazy state of mind... wad sum pple call a swirl of emotions? feelin beat from the cough n flu virus, yet feelin excited, n feelin empty yet full of happiness at e same time, plus i tink bot it sumtimes, in a dilemma yet im in full control... whoa a mystical feelin... bt im worried bot 1 thing... sian i havent got e reply yet... dunno whther my fone spoil or wad...

Lab test: thot i goin 2 fail... cos i was usin e 10x objective 4 e bacteria when i realised it close 2 e end of e test...n summore e streak plate i use fail e first plate den haf 2 use a second plate deduct marks alr... whoa! im loovin it... in e end turned out tt dr.pho said my last ans the first few figures correct onli cant rmb e 10 to e power of wad... plus e second question i rmb 2 times 10 the first ques lucky lucky again i check wif miss. koh correct... wah seh...

ideas presentation: a lil cock up. fine.

arh e end of e day... borin rite?

golf is more goofy than golfy

2005-08-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

went orch 2 plae pool... a few good games n tt's it... had 2 go shirt-hunting... after tt went 2 meet jan n her fren... toopid make me walk so far... n i realised e surroundings were conducive for studying cos tt was e most boring place i've ever been to n there were no distractions in e surroundings... wah seh i can't believe how boring playin golf can get... i'll certainly try tt out sumtime but i'll nvr get on wif it so often... tink i can practically rot while playin golf... n watchin those golfers wearin those sibei goofy attire... wah seh i had a difficult time tryin 2 stop myself frm changin my facial expression whenever any golfer got near... sian until i culdnt stand it anymore n din wana turn back...

ok lets imagine a sec 3 dicky playin golf...
(whack)
where's the ball?
nvm... take another one...
(whack)
sia lar cant see again
(whack)
oh sorry dint mean to whack ur ass ah
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a few pple drop dead around me
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sorry sir... i dint noe i make so many balakoo on ur buttocks...
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y do i haf the feelin tt im goin deeper n deeper onto the earth?
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hmmms.... where's the clubhouse ar? suddenly lyk cannot c eh...
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"eh boy... yes u down there! r u playin golf or diggin ur own grave?"
me: sorry ah sir... tis is so boring den i can die playin golf... so it doesnt make a difference... wad's with ur pants anywae?
"har?! wad pants?"
me: there ur pants lor... wear so high up... n ur clothes dun match summore
'hur! @#$ tis is golf attire lar... '
me: orh... so silly ar... look lyk pocahontas...
'hah? wad? no link... dun b so childish lar'
me: ar. i havent say finish... i say u remind me of pocahontas' grandfather...
(man walks away stomping)
me: aiya sian la... no goofer* to tok to me liao... haf to continue digging gold...

*i meant golfer... aiya samesame lar... bof oso refer to e same type of pple...

2005-08-18T09:34:00.000+08:00

man i'm doin my best 2 recover fully rite nw... after becomin down wif flu n cough again... n im stayin away frm antibiotics as mrs.ong has said, n oso 2 build up my immunity... guess it mus b e haze frm sum kuku country... so ytd i purely slacked e day away... feelin v giddy ytd n 2dae... hmms act im bof dislykin n lykin e weather nw cos its a far cry frm s'pore's hot weather, yet it has disrupted our health but well look on e bright side of life : as i told u tis is the chance 2 build up ur immunity.

ya n crys is so funny tt everytime she does a silly action, or look at tt blur face, ur reflexes tell u 2 laff... n guowei's laffter is gettin contagious in tis kind of weather. hahas.. these r e two pple hu can realli make me laff mannzz.... i've oso decided 2 join tennis nxt term... i oso wana learn xiaolin tennis: how to whack e ball over e fence n how 2 use tt XXL racket.
we oso had our study in our grp ytd... our selective study grp(accordin to janice)... i wun elaborate... oh wells its jus e start n i was jus gettin used 2 sittin wif a god, a braindead person, a kindergarten kid n a tigress... so i started stealin lucky charms frm the god sittin beside me, slackin when e tigress wasnt ard(but eventually i gave up so i jus slacked all e way). den the kindergarten kid had 2 draw a propeller instead of a sister chromatid. of cus e onli person i culd almost communicate wif was e braindead one... hu is e the whird word of tis paragraph... but it seems tt we're tokin blabberism den we almost turned our god braindead b4 e tigress saved him... end of story, got happy ending summore...

i'm turnin up 4 my lab lesson later... n tml there's LLY's test tml... sum entertainment will do me fine rite nw n fix tis bloody cough of mine... i dun mind goin 2 e LAN shop, playin pool in combination of watchin movies... jus stop tokin bot studyin in front of me... im gona take a bath in tis cold weather nw... ciaoz!

so y ain't e world built round?

2005-08-15T21:39:00.000+08:00

20min 2 incredible tales... i can't post up many things... well im hopin 4 sum things, here they r:
1 my k750i 2 come asap... my 02 fone's burnin due 2 long hrs of switchin on n is laggin... e prob is u can't realli switch off e fone... `sigh
2 e study grp to start realli soon cus im realli laggin behind...
3 get bck all e money owed by my classmates so i can go out realli soon...
4 2 *** u *** ** * *** ** * ***** *** ** ** 4 ** **** ** * ***
these r nt bad words anywae... jz censored.

life works backwards? sumtimes? always? never? LOL. a quote frm a movie. i dunno how 2 disagree... nor do i noe how 2 agree... im tryin 2 tink bt i still dun haf enuf of life's xperiences 2 determine e ans yet... im nt too bothered by tis... jz wana kill time b4 i leave rite nw... ciaoz!

2005-08-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

hmms usually i dun blog bot interesting times or i'll jus briefly write about it... but todae is my wallet's unlucky day so i got to commemorate saturday the 13th, the unlucky day of the wallet or the wallet adventure... first of all, i got onto the bus, put my wallet on my lab n when i stood up, i dropped the wallet cos its sittin on the top of my bag... n my headfones were jus coverin my ears so i culd t hear anyth... so when i arrived at orchard, i found my wallet missing... tis was wad happened... after sum tinkin on e bus, i was tinkin of buyin tt gift frm b'dazzle 4 hobbit cus i went earlier to haf a look... so i went straight 2 e shop n told e shopkeeper i wanted it cos it was still at e same display... after intriguin e salesger wif my ultra-decisive nature of a split-second judgement, i reached in2 my bag 2 look 4 my wallet n alas! (god bless alaska) it was gone!!!!!! it took me onli a second 2 realise where i lost it... n den i left e shop wif a gesture of the hand n whispers of apologies in a rush 2 find my wallet... (i was so paiseh n i felt sorry at e same time... e shopkeeper prob thot it was a prank cos i dint even xplain y i dint wan e necklace... liao eh all bcos of my carelessness)... so i went 2 e mrt station n the lady told me 2 go passenger service afterwhich the person told me to call tis number n the person at the number told me 2 call another number n no1 picked up e fone afterwhich i called bck n they gave me a no. again n no1 pick it up again den they ask me to call bedok interchange 2 get changi airport no. where they finally asked me to leave my number.............................................................. <--tis represents unlimited dottedness... so i waited 4 one very late but cute hobbit to reach... it dint take her long 2 accept wad was happening b4 she gave a short laff at wadever made her laff... sian her bdae mus ask her 2 help me change her 2dollar note to coins 4 me 2 take bus at old chang kee n let e aunt make her wait... man tis is probably e worst burfdae treat i've given 2 any1 in my entire life never treat n kena treated... lols anyway the person called back 2 my utmost delite...
"sentences of the dae : eh wad's ur name? dicky, i replied. D-I-C-K-Y. oya ur wallet found." ok so i got 2 terminal 2 n there it was... i almost wanted 2 marry my wallet... den at e airport i met cass n saw bt... the latter went 2 swensens... culdnt eat sakae cos sumone allergic 2 seafood n swensens had a phoenix tail of peeps wif hungry stomachs so we went 2 city hall after rememberin wad jan told me abot tis choco buffet but sigh it was another line of four people when we got there so we went down clarke quay n hobbit n i culdnt find a proper seatin cos she was too engrossed in e tv... we gt 2 city hall again frm raffles place... these r e place whhere i frequently get lost but not anymore... muahahah... now where was i? oya e raffles city shoppin centre was located at city hall station... how 2pid huhs y nt at raffles place station... so we went 2 xplore ard in ulu swiss'otel areas b4 we got 2 haegan daz... however u spell it its still pronounced as haygan das... so let it b hg instead... wait rmb i told u tis post is about my wallet... umz catch tis part comin soon.... i ordered belgium choc in espresso n brownie fudge ice cream... whilst hobbit ordered waffle wif belgium choc icecream n vanilla vanity (cos she very vain)... n while waitin we found out tt e drink taste funny... cos got lettuce in e jug of water... alrite i havent been catchin up on new ways of treatin water... first s'pore discovered newater... now? cabbagewater...? so finally e waitress came n hesitated wif 2 dishes on e tray den suddenly got another one appear rm e other side wif another 2 dishes on e tray... the waitress was gettin shaky... removin e first dish, she tipped e tray n there it was... belgium choc n espresso over e table n ON MY WALLET. so on saturday the 13th rmb dun take ur wallet out or else got sum coffee smell on ur wallet if u get back... i culdnt finish e espresso anyway cos it was too much n hobbit culdnt finish e waffles... for e first time, we realised we culd become full eatin ice-creams... mebbe its jus saturday e 13th... n nw cant slp cos tt godamn espresso... sumone gimme a godamn jab...

:( Bad Hair Day

2005-08-13T14:28:00.000+08:00

wah seh 2day very sienned... jus nw look in e mirror until i beng4 sia... haish bad hair day... i duwan 2 go out wif my usual hairstyle tt i took 2 skl 2daes... sigh bad hair dae... den i realised e horoscope at frenster is e same as e straits times except it lags by a day... so nw m still waitin 4 time 2 pass by till 4pm den i leave 4 dinner wif the hobbit... goin 2 tink bot e ideas marketin strategy nws. bb

Noeledge

2005-08-12T20:29:00.000+08:00

crys was e disser of e day.
made me had a good laff at how dumb she was jus now n for e first time in her blur witch life, i tink she said sth spastic... either tt or my ear is full of shit... i tink its the latter
i noe nth at the end of the day... but i noe my aspiration is still burning alive inside of me... guess its raging more dan its burning... when will i ever accomplish tt?
sian sia... operation muggers haf started again. will u all jz stop mugging? ya goodnitez. im on msn...

touch of platinum

2005-08-09T23:44:00.000+08:00

btw so tis is my pix huhs... sum of u mite haf seen it on msn... testin out my fone camera capabilites... sux man... tt's y k750i is comin my way... nw tt my dad has promised me k750i, iPod shuffle's gona go off my list sooner or later... n tt *** **** store owner hu tried to cheat me by tryna sellin me for 200 over singbucks... n btw i almost 4got: 02 is complex n laggy once in a blue moon... jus hang'... haiya o2 is jz not my type larrs. i jz bhot my headfones at parkway jz now... n i realli betta fix my tagboard real soon. plus hu got music webbie lemme upload my song to ur site so i can put sum sonngie on my blog kays...
n yes ah i got a lil' surprise jz thot of it on my trip 2 e nearby parkway... so jus nw i went to tis stall for chocolate tryin 2 look ard... n the shopkeeper kept irritatin me wif his questions...
"yes may i help u sir?"
"no" shy me .-.-.
"lookin 4 a gift?"
"nt realli" -.-
"buyin for a ger?"
"umz..." -.-"
"so isit a boy or a ger?" -.-X
mite as well ask me if i'm buyin a present for a gay or for a gerfren rite? so in e end i left... btw sum tips for LISTENING:
1. dun probe
2. dun give advice... wait till e person has calmed down
3. dun look at it frm ur point of view... put ur shoes in the other blah blah
4. look at body language n facial expressions
5. if u're not sincere at all... den dun pretend...

they're good tips... tink bot it if u're the one complaining... wuld u wan sumone to keep askin u... jus lyk our parents hu aren't good listeners... lucky i haf a caring mum n a father hu's one good breadwinner...

n my dilemma's clearin'... great news for me...

"as we dance by the moonlite... can't u c u're my d'lite...?"

yozible

2005-08-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

i'm pretty sick n tired of words lyk "yoz" n "weed" or wadever... cum its time to tink of vocab... the revolution... anyway today im feelin pretty sloggish... culdnt speak properly n culdnt... mebbe i dint drink enuf water... so edalene seemed to make her presence felt today huhs... so long nvr cme to skl doesnt mean pple will miss ur "shut ups!" but yea... anyhow i dunch tink i'd b bloggin bot wad i did today... nth interestin... jz a couple of revisits to town n a blunder tt caused me my afternoon... so i still havent decided on the latter of the two prezzies... haiya liddat oso last minute... how? how dicky? actually im nt at all agitated dunnoe y ple owayes say i bery de agitated one... act i onli very sienned den i look lyk hell esp these past few weeks... kana ^&*... violin enzem, gym n one last cca... hasnt been givin me joy lately... hahas but i guess joy comes ffrm the inside... tt's for crazy pple i tink... i lazy to paragraph... sort it out urselves u idiots...

Boom Boom Dash

2005-08-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

Basically i went to lucky 2 play pool as my usual routine n mr. yangyuan jz came uninvited. so there were 3 pple. We almost pronounced it the festival of free balls b4 i gt dragged by leon 2 the festival of praise at indoor stadium... so the toot of the day is tt there were 700 pple jus in the south queue... b4 it got to 1000 or sumwhere near or mebbe beyond ar... it was so hot i thot i was watchin armageddon live... den when they cut the sectors, leon had to do sth sly n stepped the line back so we got to the front sector afterwhich he jux kept cuttin all the way to the front... i culdnt realli appreciate it so i left after a while n here i m playin CS wif expert bots and gettin headshots in my room...